Hi

You really need to seek professional help. I assume you are living in the UK.

I would suggest that you take yourself down to the Citizens Advice Bureau CAB tomorrow and have a chat with one of their debt advisers.

It would appear that you would qualify for a Debt Relief Order. D.R.O.

http://www.my-iva-adviser.co.uk/iva-what¦

A D.R.O. helps people who have serious debt problems, yet have very little money or resource to enable them to repay their debts.

The CAB will help you apply for a D.R.O., and once sorted you will become debt free.

You should also make enquiries as to which benefits you may be entitled to claim to help you meet your financial needs.

Take a look at this site which has a calculator, specially designed to show you what you can claim for.

http://www.turn2us.org.uk/benefits_searc¦

Good luck.

You can complain to the employment tribunal for unfair dismissal, employers are not suppose to give someone the sack if they had an illness.

Take a look at this; http://www.direct.gov.uk/en/employment/r¦ I suggest that you look into this.

You should also get help with other things as well, contact the Samaritans if you ever feel suicidal, their non judgmental, but their also a service where they will listen to you and give you support, they wont give you any advice on anything because they just allow people to express their feelings; http://www.samaritans.org/

Contact national debtline for free advice and support; http://www.nationaldebtline.co.uk/

Everyone's feeling the affects of the economy these days so your not alone!

Something will come round for you soon, they always do. Good luck.

Please don't end your life...there are many people hiring! It might not be the best job but you can work at McDonalds or other places. Have you seen The Pursuit of Happyness? The guy was living in the subway bathroom with his kid and changed his life around. You can do it too, just believe in yourself! Even if you have no family, you have YOU. YOU are very important and can contribute much to society! Don't give up, it will get better. Just keep trying!!

If you only worked for them for 6 months do not put them on your CV. If employers want to know what you were doing tell them you were working for family, or cash in hand, or took time off to go travelling. You do not have to be that truthful.

Good Luck.